Consent to Battery

from Lies I Tell Myself About Myself by Bee Kay Esq.

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lyrics

The heart wants, but the body is composed
Of a hotly thrumming bruise
I can't stop and I really should know better
But the white light never loses

Because we all know this is gonna hurt
This is gonna hurt

I just want your hands on me
(And I don't care what they do when they get there)
'Cuz if you touch me
You must love me just a little
Just enough to breathe
Just enough to burn
Just enough to bleed

My legs shake and they open and close
And nobody ever knows
What to say because you get it or you don't
Either you'll want me or you won't

But we all know this is gonna hurt
This is gonna hurt

I just want your hands on me
(And I don't care what they do when they get there)
'Cuz if you touch me
You must love me just a little
Just enough to breathe
Just enough to burn
Just enough to bleed

It's never enough

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from Lies I Tell Myself About Myself, released December 7, 2018
Lyrics and Melody: Bre Kidman
Music: Bre Kidman and MrGadget

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Bee Kay Esq. Portland, Maine

Bee Kay Esq. is a US Senate candidate, attorney, & rad fat queer performance artist. Lies I Tell Myself About Myself, the debut album, moves through the darkest moment before the dawn in recovery from sexual violence. With producer/collaborator MrGadget, Bee Kay Esq. uses inhuman instruments to give voice to human vulnerability. It's for people who wanna rock out with their existential dread out. ... more

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